Its now holidays and i kinda sian. In the past, i always looked forward to holidays but now i am dreading it. Probably too many things happened at the same time like a gloomy cloud cast over me. The church camp is on 8-12 june, didn't want to go because of the cost. Its 430 bucks and man i could buy alot of things with 430. Add one more hundred and i could buy a new hp. I pondered about it for quite some time. In the end, i realised that with 430 i can buy lots of stuff but i can't buy my soul. I am planning to go to the church camp with a soul searching trip and hopefully i can find some answers there. My soul is weary and tired due to some very unfortunate circumstances. Probably everyone needs a break now and then and this is the break i need the most now. So anyone who is interested in joining me can contact me hehe. Its in malaysia and its near the beach. Wa lau my bod is full of fats and i am kinda paiseh to swim hehe.