Gong Xi Fat Cai!!

This year my hongbao money was reduced, don't know why but hai~~ forget it, maybe the previous year my family had a funeral.Pantang mar. I gambled a bit on CNY with my fredz :p hehe. I was totally washed out in mahjong but hey i got back my losses during "blackjack' haha. As you grow older and older, CNY is becoming more and more sian and more or less the same.

As i looked back on last year and this year, hmmm i dun tink i changed a lot. I am still as goofy as ever and suave as ever (ahem). Made some new friends, some memorable ones are daryl, MinMin and Co and a few. But the past year i personally saw some of my fredz changed. Some better for worse, some worse for better. Some of them had steads but still unhappy as ever. But the biggest shocks is i saw some of my fredz pick up smoking, when i first knew them, they do not smoke and they themselves "proclaim" tat they will neber smoke. But in end they smoked what the hell!!! I am trying hard to quit this habit and they are picking up the habit WTH!!. Some of them changed from a nice and angelic girl into a smoking and vugarities spewing Ah Lian. Hai~~. Although i have no right to say them because i myself is also "bu shi hao dong xi". But then to see someone walking onto the path i once strode on, its kinda disappointing. In my mind i thought, why cheapen yourself for just trying to blend into a crowd? You have caring fredz, a nice environment to grow up with and you are not poor. I became like an Ah Beng because back then circumstances forced my hand. I picked up smoking because the only friends i had was the Bengs. I did not have a good relationship with my mum also. But then i admit that there is no excuses, but then i could not turn back the clock. But i am glad that i was not led so far off the road until there is no turning back. I still managed to get my priorites right and did not become a gangster.

All this is part of growing up, u win some u lose some, its never a smooth road. Sometimes you veer off course but the most important thing is to veer it right again. And by the way my pics are out Finally!!http://tommylim85.mypicgallery.com/



" I thought You have left my life already, I thought I will never see You again, but one day I saw a likeness of You, A reflection of You. An uncanny likeness, the amount of light You brought to my life. The same infatuation feeling, the same way you brighten up my life. What shall I do? Shall I watch you from afar again? Or Shall I try to get your heart? But I am scared of failure and rejection, I am confused right now."

Tommy