Double Impact

6 days after linda broke up with me, i went to J.B. On my way back, I got robbed at gunpoint outside city square, which is very near the customs. I lost my handphone and my money. Within a week, I received two blows in my life.

I was very scared at that time, i thought i would never make it back to singapore alive. But thank goodness i came back in one piece, not in a body bag. Besides that i almost lost my life, i also lost my precious hp, my memories with her was inside my hp. I could have been shot and go to dunnoe where.

I wonder if i was really got shot, how would she react? To tell u honestly, i am kinda curious. Sad? No reaction? cry like hell? For the first time in my life, i felt i have lost everything, love, self-esteem, confidence, faith and probably almost my life. I wonder how u guys will react if i really got shot hehe.... I wonder how my funeral will be like... choi choi choi....

After such a dramatic week, i am kinda tired. I feel like i am the receiving end of a very very bad joke made by God. Nice one god!!! Thanks for pulling off such a big prank on me. Damn now i know how John Constantine feels.

Sorry i am in a very very bad mood right now. Damn i really feel so f**ked up, so much that i cursed the robber whole family die(in cantonese). I just need some time to pick myself up again and earn some money to buy a better hp.