Hey Ya

Finally i am getting a blog..... maybe i should use blogs to "communicate" with my church members hahaha....
wat shall i write? dunnoe leh maybe should write about last service....
Last wk i shared a testimony in church,cos a few weeks back i got embroiled into a lawsuit.
I received a letter from the court during SOP service. I tried my best to hide my anxiety during the service, i acted normal, seemed normal. It worked till the following sunday service.It was the crossover service and every intern went to share. At that time, i thought "will i lose the chance to cum to church?" "will these things burn up in flames?". When the pastor called for altar call, as people went for the call,i stared at the the people kneeling. I asked myself should I go? Then my brain came in and said "Aiya,the lawyer can settle this 1 lar" but then my heart says 'wat if the lawyer bungles?' so i sat for a long time listening to my logic and illogic. But then my heart won me over and proceeded to walk. Den my legs felt heavy and sat on the front row den i looked at pastor, he looked at me and said "why dun u go in front?" i said" here is enough".
den i proceeded to share with him, i asked him "will the lord take away things from me?" i wanted answers then but pastor could not give me. All this time I thought my tearducts are already dry due to my past but then my tearducts flowed again with tears of fear and anxiety. But then the pastor assured me, den he prayed,brother bernard prayed,holy man prayed. Then pastor wanted to receive Jesus, in my mind i said "HUH!!!" but then i recited the prayer with skeptic.

As the days are closing in the court case,my stress level increased by each day,each day was an agony plus i had to "look after" a young member in church, telling her everything is alrite blah blah blah because her life is in a mess.Den on the nite b4 going to court, i smsed crossover and thanked them being with me and watever the the outcome the the case i thanked them for being my friend. i also thanked them for being lighthouses in my dark life.

so the nxt day i stepped inside the court and looked back and thought "will i come out in chains or come out a free man?" Den we waited, we went in the room blah blah blah. Den the complainant said he only wanted an apology. I thought "HUH!!!!!! like tat onli har!!!"
Then i stepped out of the court FREE!!!! HaHA The charge n case got WITHDRAWN!!!

Its amazing to see how my 2 wks of suffering ended in juz 5-10 mins.10 years,20years,30years or even a lifetime of suffering can be ended juz by accepting Christ.All is possible with Jesus's Blood.The accepting will take only a short while, 30 mins at the most. But the walking with Christ will take a lifetime.

Till now i am still "suspecting" God, but i am thankful tat i got changed from a "hateful" person to a "grateful" person.I am juz glad i got my normal life back and the "rain" is over.